YSaturday, November 7, 2009' 7:58 PM
maybe going to hospital le i so scare hope yiqi with me
anw i gt stella with me nw
hmm many peo say i change pretty le was so happy but nw health ggt problem maybe going surgery
tht feeling no one can understant de
hmmlike u near the dealth road le!
i so scare and sad to face it
now i not only gt this problem but another.
my parent dun knw and i havent tell them idun knw how will they react or how sad they will be
my father slap me again!
omg ytd i reall anted to leave the house tht it i damn stress lor
rmb tht ytd i went to cry finish then i go home thought my family could make me happy when
i am in such situation and need their care and concern....
they reall make me hate them and do th thing they hate like lie
anw i had no chioce even i prmise myself not to lie le
but i release there is still some thing tht u had to lie on to survice or to get somthing
hmm dun think any1 knw how stress i am for my health and job
hmm study really the best luh
YWednesday, November 4, 2009' 2:48 AM
hmm many people say i prett le butseriously so?
hmmm i felt tired of life manytime.....
i very angry with myself i bastard my bosss on bugis spade
i hve been fever for ays le...hmm thee few week i had hange alot of job hmm felt tht my lfe keep changing
hmm i wishto enjoy go clubbing
hmm but i alway had to lie to get wht i want becus there is no trust or wht between our family and me
i dun wana lie sometimes but if not i wunget the freedom i had now!
short of money le lah!ahhhhhhh
ow i knw onceu work ur parent wun give u money then all the money u spend had to
clculate urself,hmm my paid is nthg lor i will used uplike no one business..
suddently opetht my parnt would let me go clubb and go out till midnight for the timing for going home...
haha so hungry now..
working going be more tough le needs to serious also.omg cant belive i going to become a office girl!
nt only tht it maybe my forever job hm then my dream of beauty professional gone..dunknw ;ah
v stress de leh...
but one thing i gonna sure i will be far from my scholl fren life a differen one
and they would be many difficult staff andmeeting different peo and problem!=)))
YTuesday, October 27, 2009' 4:13 AM
ahhhhhhhh i off work and reach home at 12pm plus then afer all the staff
i start study at 1pm ytd at mon....
hmm i reall tired i reqall think study better...
then i wake up at 10am go study again.
before exam so tired need spray my hair black cost very brown.
hmm apoint seeing my fren i felt sad
anw my exam was okay still can pas only lah.
scare paper two sia,hmm suddently so worry my future
i dun want my whole life spend on selling cloth all tht!
hmm thursday need work again no break!
now mummy no giv me money le i earn a
living myself hmm knw the tough le
hmm something strive me (not everybody treat me good)they are right
haha
YThursday, October 22, 2009' 9:18 PM
clubbing so fun ahhhhhhhhhhhhh
i everynight study study i also dun knw study wht lor i so useless
hmm miss my classmate again
wondering are they good
hm,mmmhope gt chalet i can go
YWednesday, October 21, 2009' 7:40 AM
my leg so pain!
nowaday i so busy on working......
so tired lor!
hmm everyday from 11am to 11pm
hmmi so miss my school mate but i knw none even care
how am i doing de.
i so sad i dun knw why i alway feel so empty inside my heart like
something had gone and never back
i hate boy!they sux
i hope i could be more chio lor!
i like those bitch now so lian leh me!
hmmm i very sad i just feel my life not good lor
hmm i miss yjssc and my pri fren tht i had lost
contract!
now i am so moody tht why i like tht bah
now ic everybody so happy lor then me!
hmm i tmr work again
i so scare i fail o level cost i had no time for it lor!
hmmm lastly idun want my future to work so tired and cant even buy alot of thing and leg injured so hate my self now!
missing sec 1
i love jie!hmm kor treat me better i love my family
hope they let me do the job i want i feel like crying
YTuesday, October 13, 2009' 4:06 PM
Omg my bro tell his stead!i am pretty hmm dun care truth ant but i so happy.
from yonug to nw he hardly praise me and he alway say me ugly duck or pig.raww
lol lor,then he more like pig when he slep.shhhhhhhhhhhh!
hmm i very worry my o level hmm!
i cry for my look,hmm i had a new look but no happy......bt it okay cos i knw twin help me alot le
and it effort u knw!
hmm wana say this to jie(model)
i wil be alway there for u de!dun worry =))
haha wana faster changed my appaerance betta and attitude!
miss mrs rita0.0suddently
gt a feeling something good happening
there a phrase call tmr a betta day!)
